Friday, October 21

Shut up stupid, just shut up

That is what someone should have said to me earlier tonight.
That way my foot would not currently be planted so firmly in my mouth.
Words that shouldn't have been said wouldn't have and all these tears would not be here

This horrible feeling,
 in the darkest pit of my stomach,
Would not be here if someone, anyone, had of just said

Shut up stupid, please shut up.

I thought I was helping, I thought I knew best
Oh how I was wrong.
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.
I made it all worse than ever before.

Once words are said they can not be undone.
They are out there forever, never to be taken back
What was meant does not matter for it is what is heard that counts.

Why oh why did someone not step in and say shut up and stay the hell away?