As I just shared to Insta, I’m currently sitting at the airport with the worlds most expensive chips and wine.
Tuesday, June 20
Thursday, June 15
I like the way that this title has duel meaning. Not only does it refer to my frequency of posting lately, but also the fact I am returning to see my sister again.
The finer details of which are probably not necessary to go through right now but it is all really the most sensible decision to be made.
I mean I feel somewhat tied to my responsibilities at work but also in reality it is only for a few day and if we want to know whether m ADM is up for the game then surely me not being there is the best chance to give him the opportunity to shine. (Shrug emoji if I were on SM)
And besides I spend a lot of time thinking about the work life balance of many other people that it only make sense that I do the same for myself when I know that it is above and beyond necessary.
I guess that you might be wondering how and why there has been a sudden influx of posts here in this little old space? And then perhaps maybe you have not because according to my statistical information, no one has actually read any of my recent words of wisdom (fml emoji)
There is the slightest of chances that this low data information is due to the fact that there is change in the analytics recording systems in the Google/Blogger system that I have not yet been able to get my head around and actually action but this is possibly just a minor details also (not really lol)
Yesterday would have been my dad’s 94th birthday. Only you know it’s been nearly 14 years since he died so also not really. It’s all a little weird really. There is grief but also an indescribable celebration of the fact he lived at all.
I know my mum would have disappointed because she did get the opportunity to speak to me. I mean had he not passed away, this year would have been their 45th wedding anniversary. Which lets face it, is a very long time to spend loving one persons. Even if one them has been dead for nearly fourteen years. But also it was a day to celebrate all that he was, not validate whatever emotions someone else might have felt.
I would almost kill for a smoke right now.
Teapot’s birthday fell on Good Friday this year. Which also coincided with us not really being in the most finically stable position a the time. Nothing really new there I guess. When don’t I find myself in the ace of a birthday celebration and not nearly enough funds to support what was needed to be done.
Anyways, given the severe state of financial affairs, Mr A and I immediately stopped smoking.
Just like that.
No more cigarettes.
It was amazing and lasted nearly a week.
At which point I discovered that Mr A had invested in a vape and I then decided to stop trying. I thought I could have gotten away with only smoking at work, only that proved to be far from the case.
Yeah, I know right.
Ok so it is now the following morning, I’ve opened up my little ipad to discover that while waiting for the photo to upload I appear to have been distracted and never actually got around to hitting the publish button (fml emoji)
Saturday, June 10
I mean another post?
So soon after the last massive dump a mere three days ago?
I’m as shocked as you are to be honest, but here we are.
It’s a Saturday night, the night before my beloved Zany will turn 17 actually. They are currently returning home with Noodle Box for dinner. Pure madness to think that they can have a friend who is able to drive but again, here we are. Mr Awesome is inside frantically trying to get through The Leaning Tower so that there are enough bowls for everyone…
….Mr Awesome has just come out and informed me that the food has been dropped off and all young people are off to help the driver get out of their work clothes and then return at an unspecified time. Of course I already know based on where said driver lives that this will be at least an hour away.
Already I can feel my heart starting to race a little (lot, well more than is should).
It feels like the perfect storm for a story of tragedy. The night before a birthday. Young drivers at night. Wet roads. Intermittent (heavy) rain…
I’m asking all the powers that be to be protecting them tonight.
But that’s not what I came here for.
I mean sure, I don’t entirely know what I was coming to share but I don’t really want it to be that. Tricky tough when I’m pretty much a train of thought writer and they are the only thoughts I am having at the moment.
I guess that’s why I am here, to try and come up with a different train of thought if you will.
Hard to believe that Zany turns 17 tomorrow. They truly are one of a kind. And honestly I could’ve be prouder of the person they are becoming and the things they have been able to help me see.
While they should have been graduating from year 12 at the end of this school year, school pretty much ceased for Zany when Covid hit. Initially it was because of exposure risks and then it was actual lock down and the home learning options provided weren’t great and then, well, it was all just too hard. School hadn’t been great before and the time away just made it all seems worse so we decided it just wasn’t worth it.
Formal/traditional education is not for everyone and there were some pretty terrible people in Zany’s learning environment so I can completely understand their reluctance to partake in such an activity. They instead completed some Certifications via other areas so was not just bumming around so to speak.
Well it appears as if the words have now failed me. I guess my brain is having a meltdown trying to not worry about the car load of fun loving birthday celebrating teenagers driving around dark bush roads on a wet and windy night….
Wednesday, June 7
Sure it might look like I’ve had a busy day writing posts but in actuality I have just hit publish on two rather old posts and am now hoping to just get this one actually published on the same day I started it!
A lot to ask I know.
So recently I hinted at having a secret I couldn’t tell. Well I was debating on whether to tell it or not. I opted not to. I had held onto it for that long
|Beanies I made for my nephews|
what would another day or so matter as I was only a day away from the reveal.
So what prey tell was this closely kept secret?
A visit to my sister while she was recovering from crazy knee surgery. I say crazy because she had her leg broken by the surgeon who then wedged a piece of bone from a bone bank into the break and held it altogether with a ton of plates and screws. Needless to say the pain levels were high and recovery process long.
My sister and I have not seen each other for seven years. This means that essentially we are new people as all our cells have regenerated during that time. That is almost crazier than the surgery she underwent.
The brilliant idea of the visit was thanks to her amazing husband who also organised the whole thing. If I wasn’t already married to Mr Awesome I would quite possibly consider absconding with my BIL. I think it is incredibly cool that I managed to snag Mr Awesome and my sister found Mr Amazing.
Time is always of the essence.
I have a very short amount of time before I need to be getting myself ready for work. Wednesday is my late start day. Which is fabulous in that I can have a relaxed and lazy morning but not so great wen I won’t be home till 9pm
We are Geelong, the greatest team of all
We are Geelong, the greatest team of all ...
I won't bore you with the rest of the song as it is all essentially summed up in those opening two lines. Today, for the first time in 11 years, the Geelong football club won the AFl Premiership Grand Final.
And yes I am well aware that some of the above used words my seem redundant but the fact that the winning margin was as high as what it was I am more than entitled to use such language. (Geelong won by 81 points)
But I feel I'm digressing...
Which I guess, if you're a regular reader would not really surprise you...
Though given how non regularly I write, I do actually wonder if I could possibly even have what you would call a regular reader...
...what to say??...
I shared this earlier today on my Instagram and Facebok page
Things I neglected to mention were that a beautiful team member bought me a 6 pack of my favourite drink and while there was a part of me that desperately wanted to be at home to 'watch the game' there was a part of me that was much more greatly relieved to not get caught up in the emotion of the game should we have been losers.
I know that to most these ridiculous rambles mean nothing. But to me, they are the slightest of signs that may there is hope for me after all as a writer.This was originally started back in September 2022