You see if I give in and go to sleep then it means when I wake it is time to take DD1 to the airport. And I don't want to. The thought of being without her for four weeks does not thrill me. At all. Not in the slightest.
I know though that sleep is not that far away. I can't fight it much longer. Especially when I am meant to be getting up in less than four hours. Bleh. Did I mention I don't want to?
I wish I could stamp my feet and carry on and not put her on the plane. But that is not what a good mum does. Well that is what I have been told anyway. Besides she really wants to go.
Who wouldn't though? Getting away is nice even when you are a kid. Plus she has been before, she knows the fun that lays ahead of her.
