It's so weird to think that this little space was once such a big part of my life and yet now it sits here so dormant and unloved. I don't even want to stop and think about how long it was since I last shared here....
So it's currently 2021.
The world is in the most craziest of places with Covid-19 completely changing the norm of life as we once knew it. We are still living in the south west of Western Australia and compared to the rest of the world and even the county, we are relatively unscathed from the perils that it brings. Well apart from wanting to spend time with those that we love from the eastern states.
Essentially there is no foreseeable future in which I will be able to see my sister and her beautiful family. Which yes in heartbreaking. However even if there was no international pandemic there is no guarantee we would be hanging out together because I am still way too poor to be able to afford a visa over to her. It's so hard to really comprehend though. My poor little brain can only cope with so much and right now there is just so much to try and get one's head around.
SO MANY DEEP SIGHS
I feel that there are so many explanations owed for my lack of entires. Yet I also feel that there is no need to explain anything.
I question whether anyone even notices. Actually I don't question that. The internet is such a busy place there days that deep down I know that there are probably next to no people aware of whether or not I am spewing words out in this space.
I'm not going to lie, last few years have probably been some of the toughest I've faced. Only I've been both too scared and stupid to both realise and accept it.
Hard to believe I know, but there was actually a time during the past few years, when Mr Awesome and I were nearly no more. I am beyond thankful that things never panned out this way. He really is my one and only. I still can't believe that he is the one that I get to spend my life with #dreamsdocometrue
Moving along though.
I've recently received a highly anticipated position at work. Customer Service Manager. A position that I applied for some three years ago and was told I was not the best fit for.
Heartbreaking at the time. Especially since the role was given to some early twenty something old who only lasted two minutes in the role. But live and learn I guess.