I've been wanting to try and write here for days.
For whatever reason though I have not let myself.
I know not why I do this.
Prevent myself from doing what I know needs to be done.
But that's what I do.
Not today though.
Today I'm winning the battle with my brain.
Even if only for today.
Even if only for this moment.
I guess the real thing that has been holding me back from writing is the fear of speaking my truth. Or maybe the fear of accepting my truth. Just between you and me there has been some pretty screwed up shit going down in this little old life of mine over the last three or so years. I thank the goddess each and every day that we have been able to hold it all together as well as what we have.
Wild subject change.
I just went and had a look at the preview for this post. I have no photos!!! Worse still I have no header on my blog. I mean sure I've been ignoring photos from photo bucket for weeks now telling my I need to carry out some urgent actions on my account, but, I was under, the obviously misguided, assumption, it only related to something else which I thought was of little to no importance. Clearly I was wrong.
Excuse me while I see what I can do.